When I held your soft hands, I felt the loyalty in your blood flowing through your body, I felt that the innocence that you hid under your facade. When you were sleepy and you red hair covered your face, and your pretty face which only showed your face partially. Your lips were peaking from behind your red hair splattered across the sofa.
Your beauty spot would be visible now and then because of your shirt, your smokey eyes were seductive and you managed to steal my heart and own it.
As you lifted your face, and I saw your eyes, filled with peace and happiness, but with a mixture of sleep, I felt Eros piercing his poison to my heart. You asked me what to do, and I simply asked you to go to sleep. I did not want the beautiful moment to end
For a few minutes you held my hand and went into a deep sleep, your chest was heaving up and down, and I had to sit in an uncomfortable position to not to disturb you, my face was too close to your hair, and I could smell them. I wanted to release my hand, but you held my a little tight - as if you did not want to let go of it.
As I was holding your hand, I could feel the pulse in your hand synchronizing with your heart
After a while when you woke up, your mascara was spoiled, the look was breathtaking - I would have asked you to clean it, but I didn't. I felt selfish for that, as you looked immensely beautiful.
In your sleepy state you were continuously trying to tie your hair, which made me think of the sweet nectar that is flowing inside your body - your dilated eyes moving here and there just - which you were trying hard to keep them open. It was dark outside and the lights and the sun had closed its tired eyes - the darkness and fallen and I had a sudden urge to hold you in my arms and put you to deep sleep until the sun opened its eyes and the dawn sprinkled the golden dust of sun rays over the sky -
But you had to go, and I had to suppress my feelings like I always - I was good at this - and was proud of the fact that I was good at hiding feelings. But, looking at you, I wanted to fail at hiding feelings....